This week has been a week of mixed emotions. I didn’t know
what to expect on the assignment that required collaboration. I was scared that
I may not be able to handle it well due to lack of understanding what was
expected of me. Most of the time I would just go through an assignment with
ease but this one was different. I couldn’t figure out what to do and where to
start. It made me second guess my decision of enrolling in this class. But when
we started the contribution and chatting with classmates it made it easier for
me to navigate. The fear of failure
consumed me up to a point of procrastinating the google hangout. I even thought
of skipping it because of fear to embarrassing myself. But seeing the positive
outlook of many of my classmates on the chat, it made me confident that I can
do it even if I don’t do it all that well, I know there is always support from
the prof and the classmates.
I feel very down after struggling to connect the hangout
tonight. I feel like my fears of not making it were real tonight. All the
preparations I made for presentation fell flat. I couldn’t open the hangout. Only
hoping for a better outcome tomorrow.
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